My story, new here.

I want to know if your pain is like giving birth, labor contractions, please. I'm desperate, just answer this please. Giving birth through your rectum and vagina, for hours screaming, also pain in your uretra like UTI at the same time. But nothing is seen in ultrasound, nothing, you are told you are perfectly fine. But you bleed through your rectum too, had colonoscopy and everything was fine. But you have severe ANAEMIA fromblood loss from your rectum. And when you have blood clots the size of a tennis ball, it's the scruciating pain of aborting a child. Please, is anyone in this world having this pain or is only me???? I have nothing, nothing shows and I almost ended up in a psych ward from screaming in pain. I'm taking iron pills but I have so much blood loss. I'm 33, been like this since i'm 9. the rectum part started after the covid, i believe y have endometriosis and maybe adenomyosis but doctors dont believe me, because all is apparently ok with me, but this pain this is NOT NORMAL??????? they say its normal TO HAVE LABOR PAIN WITH THE PERIODS MY GOD i'm going insane now PLEASE ANSWER ME, PLEASE I BEG YOU TO ANSWER MY MOTHER AND GRANDMA HAD THIS TOO, WE ARE WITCHES, WE ARE CURSED, THEY HAD IT TOO, I DONT LIE I DONT LIE I CANT STAND THIS ANYMORE i post everywhere, nobody has these symptoms nobody, nobody they only have pain in their right or left ovary, in the side of their bellies, no, no, my pain is totally different ITS GIVING BIRTH I KNOW ITS WORSE its horrible please tell me if this is endometriosis, im undiagnosed i probably have a bowel obstruction now too... its super scary, super super scary, all of this