I'm 4 days from my period and defeated

I had my laproscopy last year and was diagnosed with endo. However I can't take meds, (genetic disorder) and my doctor doesn't believe me when I say I have diaphragm pain and groin pain. It's 4 days before my period and the groin pain is already beginning.

Honestly I'm tired, I'm tired of this cycle, 90% of the month I'm exhausted or in pain.

But I want there to be hope. Hope that next year I'll still be able to make fond and fun memories, that I'll be able to accomplish something wonderful. That I'll maybe make new friends.

This disease can be so isolating but I want there to be hope! I want to manage and live WITH endo, not around it.