Why?

I don’t understand stand anymore I went to the OBGYN and I though she would maybe get where I was and she seemed nice and she told me she had similar pain to mind. But the really thing was like she was saying the only real thing is hormonal pills and medicine which I don’t understand because to me it seems like a bandage and it is not helping just numbing the pain causing me to feel nothing wink but be ok and I went of a hormonal pill and my symptoms was worse so I wonder how is it doing me any good? And why do I have PMDD after the pill? And how could this help me in the future wouldn’t it just cause me more problems one day when I want to hopefully have kids. And she kinda made me feel like there is no other way. And surgery is only for people with server pain (like minds wasn’t even bad) And I just want to know y’all’s opinions. What should I do lol?